I don’t ask people enough questions. I don’t like to pry into their business & I don’t care for the embarrassment or humility. It takes a lot if courage to share ones shame from experiences in weakness. The advice of everyone isn’t always soundly motivated in the intent of my best interest & with the way people are subject to change I’ve learned to seek God, who is always the same, for answers to my questions. Yet I know it is good to have the counsel of the wise. Therefore I ask…. How does one come to a means to mend a broken heart?
How can we learn from our past failures to correct our actions if we don’t know the mistakes we’ve made or are making? Love many times ends in suffering when people decide it’s better to go their separate ways however that may be. I don’t believe that most parties, whether that is the person in love or out of it, care to have put one another through any more hurt or despair than they’ll already go through. I wonder then how does one know what to do in the future to avoid this painful affliction from reoccurring & continuing this vicious cycle?
It’s important to understand otherwise how does one prevent thyself from making the same error over & over again? After all the grieving, tears, heartache, forgiveness, prayer, forgetting, acceptance, time & letting go then how does one truly move on? Moving forward is inevitable because as time passes temporary circumstances & unfortunate situations may possibly lead to favorable outcomes & successful accomplishments as a results of perseverance that brings forth change. How do we then exorcise the demons of our past that haunt us today to cast them out in an effort to find freedom from the torment that binds, consumes & hinders us from true happiness?
When we don’t learn to love as needed or how we may receive it then we are subject to the chance of become a loathsome being & develop negative feelings of bitterness, resentment, confusion, suspicion, frustration, prejudice, recklessness, violence, callousness, anger, wickedness, envy, selfishness, apathy, deceit, rage, malice, vengeance, heartlessness, hostility, jealousy, arrogance, full of fury, animosity, darkness, hatred & malevolence. These potential characteristics are a product of one whom finds the presence of love ever constantly evasive of them. The hatred then rooted continually grows & tremendously increases overwhelming pressure seeping swiftly throughout the soul. Ultimately full circumference, engulfing & embracing that given individual.
In the wake of the devastation of a heart, the destruction of ones happiness, everyone is affected. Those that love those whom have lost a love adhere the repercussions of another loved ones often hidden pain & suffering. It’s said that, “Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned/Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.” Even in the midst of the obliteration of the heart through a lost love many of us still love who we love unconditionally with every tiny shattered fragment. Most of whom are very much misunderstood.
Some of us are leaving a big big empty void in others lives & the rest of us are the ones that have to endure the burden of the massive vacant space deep in the scars of the wound left behind. Trying to just fill it with whatever we possibly can, mostly the wrong things we find, to pacify or a pass time but never able to discover what truly satisfies. Because there is something inside us that has died but yet physically we’re still alive.
So I wonder then in my ignorance how to understand so I’m not lost to the mystery of previous errors that are unknown & condemned to a lifetime sentence of agonizing heartbreak & misery. It’s a fierce fight between the dark forces who conquer through separation with a great divide & the power of unity in love through the holy spirit from the most highly divine.
Our words & our actions build or break each other & relationships are of the utmost importance. Help us not to forget that. Lord allow us to nurture them. May we not forsake our Fathers & brothers. Bless the unsung heroes, warriors & spiritual soldiers. Those that have been held captive to this prison for a moments visit, managed to survive & persevered living by holding to the promises given. I really do pray that I’m forgiven for being guilty of any thoughtless actions or sinister behaviors against my sisters that I’ve committed These sweet ladies, Mothers, daughters Gods earthly Angels, all of you beautiful women. The very essence of honor, strength, elegance & weakness. I pray I that shall also not fall victim to cruelty, negligence & the affliction of it’s poisonous venom. Let us love one another as we are all in fact “His,” children.
Until we distinguish the answers to the lesson we’re only stuck searching in confusion guessing & asking questions. Conceive the conveyed message. Solve (Ex+Why) through learning the thesis which is to 1st find the sum of the parenthesis in Jesus. 1/2 one divide by 2 without you I’m only half alive & half the guy which equals = .5
Psalms 34:1-18
1 I will extol the Lord at all times;
his praise will always be on my lips.
2 I will glory in the Lord;
let the afflicted hear and rejoice.
3 Glorify the Lord with me;
let us exalt his name together.
4 I sought the Lord, and he answered me;
he delivered me from all my fears.
5 Those who look to him are radiant;
their faces are never covered with shame.
6 This poor man called, and the Lord heard him;
he saved him out of all his troubles.
7 The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him,
and he delivers them.
8 Taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
9 Fear the Lord, you his holy people,
for those who fear him lack nothing.
10 The lions may grow weak and hungry,
but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.
11 Come, my children, listen to me;
I will teach you the fear of the Lord.
12 Whoever of you loves life
and desires to see many good days,
13 keep your tongue from evil
and your lips from telling lies.
14 Turn from evil and do good;
seek peace and pursue it.
15 The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
16 but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil,
to blot out their name from the earth.
17 The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
19 The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all;
20 he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.
21 Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
22 The Lord will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.