Once I’m gone then I’m gone & I’m gone so far off into my zone. 2013 will be the year because it’s already been on. Hope you miss me just a little but 2012 is over so let me leave those things alone, in the past right where they all permanently belong. Why cry & shed tears over things that are now so well known? Stopped tolerating so much abuse & neglect that I used to easily condone. No choice except with peace, passion & prosperity keep on pressing on. Guess some would consider that to be strong but all credit due is to the good Lord almighty above who sits upon the throne. For by his will I have the strength of about a million & a half gigantic King Kong’s. So I’m thankful for the spirit of the cross that I inherited throughout my DNA within my chromosomes. As many men, these deceitful women & the presence of more enemies accumulate to rise up against me bad to the marrow between their bones. Become like fine dust before me or a mist appearing for a moment then vanishing & as chaff away in the wind they’re blown.
Utilized the experiences of this extreme fire composed of detrimental reminders that inspired this little song. Proceed with confidence to venture out into the darkness of the unknown & diligently work as if I had a few clones. So the blessings certain to come to pass won’t ever be postponed. When you look to find me it will be overdue & beyond way too long. Some may seek me but won’t see me since they’ve already been way too wrong. Pursuing me with a lot of heart but Father forbid it be their turn then to mourn. Best be careful since we reap out of the seeds everything that we’ve sown. Hate to be right sometimes but remember that I told you so all along. Only looking back to realize what needs to be learned & see how much I’ve grown. Reflected by the good fruit produced in how much effort put into the love I’ve shown. This life is not in vain when other lives are touched to persevere, another’s soul is saved or life is prolonged. Father keep me humble, forgive my iniquity, pour the warmth of your love into my heart to protect it from becoming cold as a frigid iceberg or hard as fossilized diamond gem stones. Constrict the pride, arrogance & egotism from excessive levels of built up testosterone. Sure my prayers are heard reaching God without the need of a dial tone, just a direct line anytime texting Jesus with the journal in my phone. Hope my words of praise & encouragement are accepted as a fragrant offering like bath and body works sweet pea perfume or the scent of curve cologne. Order my steps & be my guidance as I roam this road on my own. You already know what it is when I finally make it home.
Isaiah 43:18-19
18“Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
19See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.